November Seventh Two Thousand and Thirteen

Mom,

First off I really want to apologize for not writing you back and please don't think I was doing it on purpose. It's just I was Anticipating on going to Prison, I didn't want to write you, then you write back and me not get it, so I wanted to wait til I settle down. Now here I am, lol.

I'm doing good. I don't have an exact out date yet but I will in about 2 months or so. I don't know if you know yet but I got blessed with only 7 years and 1 strike with 85%. I already had 9 months down but they gave me 2 year credit, so at the end of the day I'll end up doing close to 5 years. To me it's not much but honestly kinda bothers me that I'm gonna miss that much of Nevaeh's life. When I get my out date I promise to let you know. I won't lie to you though, It really is a blessing to go from 89 to life to 7 years if that. So how have you been tho? How is Chris and Ryan? What have you been up to? Have you been working? How is Grandpa Bob? How is Grandma Kayrene?

As for me I'm doing good. Adjusting is and always has been pretty easy for me but I still with to hear from you as well as Chris and Ryan. You know it's not easy doing this along mom and I know you can't fin the things to say to me sometimes or if you do, it may not be the best. But all I ask is that you tell me whats really on your mind. We are both adults and the adult way to handle anything is to talk it out, so it it's good or bad just let me know please.....One thing that hurts more than not having a good relationship with you is not being able to talk to you without letting things I did in the past effect us today. So if it's not to much to ask please work with me....Let me know what it is your are expecting to see from me. What can I do to be a better son to you? What can I say to better our relationship as mother and son. The reason why I bring this up is because it kills me to know my own mom is ashamed of her own son. I want to make it better. I need to make it better. And if I can find it in me to forgive you, then I have faith in god that you can forgive me too. If God can give me my life back then I know he can give us our relationship back. It means so much to me because I love you mom and I really am sorry for the stupid stuff I've done in the past.

I really hope you believe me and don't see it as me trying to bullshit. Well I really hope you write me asap. Oh yeah try to at least write a letter please. I love the cards but it'd mean more if you wrote me.

Well I'ma let you go for now. But I love you mom and I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and hope this letter brighten's your day.

I love you.

Love,
Taylor



P.N. Tell Chris and Ryan to Write me please.